ᨳິ ׂ 𓈒 𝒉𝒆𝒚...𝒉𝒐𝒘 𝒚𝒐𝒖 𝒅𝒐𝒊𝒏𝒈? ྀ ͚

      ⤷ ゛ i've just don an entire overhall of my site and i'm actually really pround of it. like it took me only me like 16hrs max which is a long time but is quite quick for coding considering all the debugging i also did in that time. bro i'm so happy rn 𐔌՞. .՞𐦯 ˎˊ˗ 

ᨳິ ׂ 𓈒 𝒊 𝒇𝒆𝒆𝒍 𝒏𝒖𝒎𝒃. ྀ ͚

      ⤷ ゛ i feel tired. i feel hated. i feel...numb ig?

i've just had the worst falling out of my life. like i've had falling out with friends before but this hurts like no other. i mean i was friends w/ one of them (R) for nearly eight yrs and she just dropped us (me and my friend P) bc she suspected that P 'hated' her. this happened a few days ago yet we've still no idea why she suspected this. the running theory me and P have is it's bc R and our other friend (J) have recently started dating (well 3 months and they made us guess they were dating instead of telling us, different story) and as one might guess it changed the dynamic of the group. they are always holding hands or hugging or constantly touching eachother in someway, obviously this makes me and P slightly awkward bc as previously stated we've known R for 8yrs and J for 3. they made a big thing abt me and P acting weird and apparently 'ostrising' R from the group. we're not exactly sure what J meant by this when he said it.

bro i feel so stressed abt this and genuienly ill. i want the throw upˎˊ˗ 

ᨳິ ׂ 𓈒 𝒍𝒘𝒌 𝒘𝒂𝒏𝒏𝒂 𝒄𝒓𝒚 𝒓𝒏 ✌️ ྀ ͚

     ⤷ ゛ i have to read out in assembly tomorrow and it makes me wanna kms bc why?????????? there's like 200 ppl in my yr (not even exaggerating) an d i have to read out infront of all of them? i swear my for tutor is out to get me (she isn't, i acc love her sm. best form tutor i could ask for fr) at least it's only like three sentences max but STILL! but when i catch my yr head for forcing each form to do an assembly, WHEN i catch you...

even worse on friday we have to do another assembly, honestly kill me off

also why does work experience exist?????????????? like i have to basically have a week of learning w/o all my mates and then we immediately go on easter break afterwards? i feel like there should be some sort of buffer week between the two or maybe a day just so we can complain about itˎˊ˗ 

ᨳິ ׂ 𓈒 𝑰 𝑯𝑨𝑻𝑬 𝑻𝑾𝑰𝑻𝑻𝑬𝑹 (𝒊 𝒓𝒆𝒇𝒖𝒔𝒆 𝒕𝒐 𝒄𝒂𝒍𝒍 𝒊𝒕 𝑿) ྀ ͚

    ⤷ ゛ why have i just seen some1 call the x-men 'woke' in a tweet like ignoring the symbolism of being a mutant being equivalent to being a minority THE X-MEN IS INHERITLY 'WOKE'. ororo, A BLACK WOMAN, is one of the leading characters, erik is A HOLOCAUST VICTIM, charles is DISABLED. i won't get into any of the allegories in the comics or shows rn bc just looking at any of the characters you can see the X-MEN IS WOKEˎˊ˗ 

ᨳິ ׂ 𓈒 𝒊'𝒎 𝒔𝒐 𝒃𝒐𝒓𝒆𝒅 ྀ ͚

   ⤷ ゛ like ik i have stuff to do *cough*photography hw*cough* but  it's not appealing to want to do. i've been preoccupying my time with minecraft and video essays that i've yet to learn anything from. i could do more work on my site but i really can't be arsedˎˊ˗

ᨳິ ׂ 𓈒 𝒊 𝑯𝑨𝑻𝑬 𝒉𝒘 𝒃𝒓𝒐 ྀ ͚

  ⤷ ゛ bro hw is so ass. like what even is the point? ESPECIALLY sparx maths, like no i don't want to do abt 70 a billion jillion questions on things i acc understand. like shockingly (not really, this is top set) i do understand venn diagrams and lines on a graph :/ˎˊ˗

ᨳິ ׂ 𓈒 𝒉𝒂𝒕𝒊𝒏𝒈 𝒎𝒚 𝒔𝒊𝒕𝒆 𝒍𝒐𝒘𝒌𝒆𝒚 ‹/𝟹 ྀ ͚

 ⤷ ゛ like don't get me wrong my site is...fine ig, and i do love it...maybe. i just hate everything i code tbh. like i've learnt all of this just for it be like...pointless.

why do i keep using ellipses like that's so cringe and also keeping using like and i hate myself for it. some one kill me off RN (,,╥﹏╥,) ˎˊ˗

ᨳິ ׂ 𓈒 𝒖𝒑𝒅𝒂𝒕𝒊𝒏𝒈 𝑻𝑾: 𝒆𝒅 𝒎𝒆𝒏𝒕𝒊𝒐𝒏 ྀ ͚

 ⤷ ゛i tried teriyaki chicken and noodles today and i suprisingly liked it. i'm an extremely picky eater, like i can only name 7 meals i'll eat with out feeling ill or actually throwing up (i would like to preface that this isn't an ed, i just have visceral reactions to certain textures and tastes, i'm okay!) so to have a new food to be able to mix it up occasionally is BRILLIANT. to put into perspective at one point in my life the only veg i could eat was *tinned* carrots and frozen corn, i can no longer eat those things w/o gagging. it's certainly weird.

in other news, i've just done a complete and utter reset of my site, i'm quite happy with it lol! i want to add a DVD logo bouncing around the home screen so learning how to do that is my current top priority. i also need to work on the navigation of the site plus make A LOT of pages.

i would also like to mention that my hate for maurizo anzeri is like nothing else! i'm having to do research on him/recreation of his work in my photography class and it is going to give me an aneurysm. the research part is fine, brilliant even! the problem is the recreation bit...i hate sewing, sewing is a pain like no other. ik it's useful and ik it's a good life skill to have but i DETEST it. ppl who willing sew and, even worse, enjoy it are the strongest ppl and are probably also masochists.

anyways bye for now!! ˎˊ˗

ᨳິ ׂ 𓈒 𝒕𝒆𝒔𝒕 𝒑𝒐𝒔𝒕 ྀ ͚

⤷ ゛this is merely a test post in order to test the way the blog looks.

i hope this looks fine ˎˊ˗